I
don’t know if it is the season of the year or that it has just been a rough
time with all these recent deaths, but I have been a very teary person lately.
As I tried the Meeting Aesclepius meditation the first time, I immediately
thought of my mother, who I miss very much. I got tears and that went along
with memories and so on. So there was no focus on mediation this. The next time
I focused on my Yoga teacher and mentor Julianne. In many ways she is the ideal
that I hope to aspire to in my spiritual growth.
This
went so much better, I felt a sense of calm wash over me and I found I was
better able to “settle into stillness”. As I sat I focused on one of her
favorite sayings, “Inhale gratitude, exhale love.” I settled and felt my breath
grow slower and deeper. This time there wasn’t the emotion of sorrow that I had
experienced with my mother, but more of peacefulness. I have to say this was
not my favorite meditation.
I
started this blog last week, but let me tell you of my journey this week. I
missed Christmas. I had the stomach flu and though we had a houseful of people,
I could not pull myself to be with them. Finally I felt good the next evening
for a few hours and just as I was going to bed I had the hint of a scratchy
throat and stuffy nose, yes I woke up the next morning with a cold. (joy) But
as I had lain in bed before falling asleep I did a visualization of my immune
system, white blood cells and T-cells waging war against the cold germs and
destroying them. Good energy in bad stuff out…breathing. I have to say though I
still have a cold, it is minor to what they usually are. I ran/walked eight
miles today and I felt great.
Some
one posted on Facebook this week “Inhale gratitude, Exhale love”. I thought
this would be a fitting meditation. I took it on one of my short walks this
week. It took a while to focus on it as I was under the weather and today I
briefly attempted it on my long run, but it was not the time for it. I think
this would be a great thing to practice a few times daily.
"One
cannot lead another where one has not gone himself" This saying is very
true. I taught a boot camp style fitness class for three years about 10 years
ago. Wow, that seems so long ago when I am writing this. Anyways, I had all
sizes, shapes and levels of fitness in my classes. We did some fairly extreme
workouts but I never made anyone do anything I had not done and benefitted
from. If they were new, I’d do the exercise right there with them. I shared my
experience as a newbie, especially anything I had struggled with. I still
believe that you have to lead by example. I try to do that for the most part. I
think if you are going to work in the wellness field you need to set an example
for your clients or patients. One of the doctors at the medical center I work
at was a self-proclaimed couch potato about six years ago. He joined the half-marathon/5K
training program I had just set up. He was just going to walk the 5K. Each week
he showed up and did the training distance we were doing for the half, but he
said he would only do the 5K at the actual event all the way up until the week
before the event. Well, he completed the half marathon and has gone onto
running four marathons and numerous half marathons. For the past four years of
the program he has been one of my coaches. He shares this story with his
patients, credits this change in his lifestyle as saving his life. It was not
just his health that benefited, but how he interacts with people and his
patients has changed.
As
far as implementing psychological and spiritual growth in your personal life
goes, I think starting small and going from there. It could be by journaling,
meditating, or just breathing. It could be as easy as setting your intention
each day. I have a metal paperweight that says, “Be…” and then there is a place
to insert a card with a different word, which can be whatever you want. Brave,
patient, present, and many others. But I find it can help me set the tone of my
day. Sometimes during the day I look at it and think, “oh how fitting for
today”.
I
think there is a lot to mindfulness and being present in your life. For example,
today I could have spent my run worrying about getting my house clean for
company tomorrow and making grocery lists, but I would have missed the misting
rain on my face, the surprised smiles of those I gave my smile to, the beauty
around me on the trail, and the joyful look of those who were accomplishing the
distance of eight miles for the first time.
Sarajane
Hi Sara,
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear that you where sick over Christmas, but it sounds like you are feeling better now. I love what you are saying about "breath in gratitude and exhale love", I'm going to start using that when I do my running and weight training.
I had a hard time finding a person to visualize during the meditation. I ended up going with a couple of people that have recently come into my life that have turned out to be gifts from the heavens.
Really enjoyed your blog
Take care :)
~Dani~